Hey, My name is cece and I am a recovering Sh'er. At first it started when I was 9. I would poke myself with thumbtacks when I was sad because the wave of pain distracted me from what was going on or at least for a few seconds. which lead me to doing it again. But the more I did it the less satisfying it was. So I started doing more stuff like burning and cutting. Back then I thought this was what I was gonna live like. and I'm never gonna get better. So much to where I almost took my life in 2023. I finally accepted the help. Talked about how I felt and why I chose sh s a safe habit to do in high or low risk situations. Looking back at all this, all these scars on my arms and legs make me feel a sense of disgust but I feel glad too. glad there old and not new. but disgusted that I covered myself with scars I cant get rid of.(I'm a biracial girl so my skin tone is brown. therefore my scars are even darker and even more noticeable. Hospital after hospital and I still struggled with inflicting harm on myself as a coping skill and a doorway to escape reality. Its now March 12,2024 and I am 4 months cleannnnn yallllllll!!!!!!!!!!! Look whoever is reading this I just want you to know it may feel good in the moment but in the end it could be either fatal or leave some damage that 50/50 can or cannot be undone or fixed. There are other ways to cope with this.even talking about it just helps. Holding in all your feelings isn't gonna get you anywhere or benefit you I in any which way possible. if you guys ever need to talk about anything feel free to talk to me. I may not be going through exactly what you are going through but I know how you feel and I know that you just want to feel heard, loved ,appreciated and respected. This feeling you feel that is causing you to sh is only temporary loves.<<<3333 pls talk if you need anything. (pls no weird stuff this is serious) but have a great morning, afternoon,night.- ADB 2105001115 Is my number if you guys ever feel in need of a friend
my Instagram is your_lil_papi_chulooo (lol don't mind the name)